I just wanna wake up to a cute boy of my own :[
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writing to express not impress
black and white
• About [Me]
• [Body] Appearances
• [Poetic] Attempts
• [My] Tags
• Ask [Me]
Blurry Palm Trees
SOS was in my dream today… it started out surprising and great but ended very upsetting. so much so i stayed in bed past lunch…. stupid dreams
woke up crying
I can’t
Anonyme a demandé: If certain music triggers you, then simply stop listening to it. Either that or create new associations with those respective song tracks.
a. obviously, but then im left with a very small pool of music. and any true music lover will tell you that shit dont fly
b. its not that i cant creat new associations [i have], its that the past ones still linger
here’s to all the quiet queers.
all the queers who eat micro-agressions and secretly cry themselves to sleep.
the queers who dress the way their cis mothers told them to.
the queers who think about killing cis fucks every half hour, but never say a word more radical than “sorry.”
the queers who sip tea at their friend’s house while considering suicide, since that’s just about all they can think about.
the queers who are living double lives.
the queers who put on makeup at 2 a.m. in a hand mirror, making sure to wipe it off before school the next morning.
the queers who go to work dead and come home to see the world.
the queers who fuck, and suck, and kiss with the same hands and lips they use to eat dinner with their well-meaning shitty-acting parents
the queers who are ugly to you, too fat for you, running from you with lips sewn shut
here’s to the quiet queers, since it’s about fucking time we stopped shaming them.
I can relate to a lot of things in here…
this post tho…
(Source : mascfemme, via rebelliousqueer)
what is one to do when over 80% of their music triggers them??
i really cant with this ._.
Anonyme a demandé: Why does having a conversation about the weather trigger you? Do you just hate the Sun? What do you have against the Sun that angers you so?
it wasnt a convo about the weather its just how people throw around the word like its some joke and nothing serious
unrelatedly, i do hate the sun xD i dislike the bright light and heat that comes with it. im a dark and cold type of guy :b
i think… ive been having a depressed episode for weeks… would explain things
also can you stfu about the weather or you ‘being sooo bipolar today’??
so in looking about genderqueer stuff, i stumbled onto politics/activism, specifically the radical kind. ie gay shame, bash back, anachro queer, riot grrrl, anti assimilation etc
the idea of it is a tad enticing….. i should go to sleep
